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[24 Jan 2005|09:29pm] |
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Well, i invite everyone to take their shots while they can because i was wrong.....Hell must have frozen over because the Eagles are in the Superbowl....Aint that some shit. So yes, take your shots at me now while you can, because after they lose to the patriots in 2 weeks, i'm sorry to say you're time will be up. I give the Defense credit though, they were the factor in the game and the reason the Eagles won. Brian Dawkins is a Scary individual. He just might kill someone before his career is over with those hits of his.
Although i give their Defense credit, i still hope they lose, HA.
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[13 Dec 2004|10:50pm] |
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Well, I've basically been working everyday, so there isn't a whole lot to write about.
Finals start tomorrow, which is AWSOME because that means School is done and Friends are coming home! I'm excited! I've been feeling really weird lately. I've been so carefree and i really like it. I just want to have fun and not have to worry about anything. I want to have fun this break, that's why i cant wait for everyone to come home!
Hmm, nothing else is really new...
- Taking my Classes for Certification to Ref for wrestling......I start High School Matches on January 3rd....I'm really excited!
- Got my new tattoo
That's basically it....well i'm done boring people for now.
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[19 Nov 2004|10:30pm] |
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Well....Things havent been great lately. No matter what i do, i just cant figure out how to make myself feel better.
Work is good, been working a lot. School is school, it's alright i guess. Wrestling is starting, which makes me feel somewhat better, but not really, cause i end up just wanting to be on the mat more......
Dallas was good, i want to move to Texas.
Somebody make me feel better please =( I Really Need It
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[07 Nov 2004|10:20pm] |
Being MADE to do this, so here you go....Somebody else do it!
name: John
female or male: male
birthday: 430
color eyes: they change daily
heritaqe: Italian
where do you live now: Palmyra
age: 19
what you're doinq now.
listening to: talking to Steph, wordfinds
looking at: my wordfind book
eatinq or drinking: Apple juice
wearing: shorts
talking to: Steph
are you online: yessum
are you on the phone: not at the moment
your mood and why: lonely
favorites.
color: Yellow
number: 10....isnt that a given?
food: Buffalo Chicken Cheesesteaks
song: Too many, depends on my mood
show: MXC, Seinfeld
favorite concert: hmm..
animal: monkey
drink: boost, Rootbeer
snack: Oatmeal
dessert: Vanilla Icecream
store: I dont like shopping...but if anything D&Q Bike Shop
past time: i dunno
childhood toy: all of my ninja turtles
person: Steph, my dad
telephone number: 1800 101 1010
eye color: blue
car: I like a lot of cars
salad dressinq: Italian
article of clothinq: eh, once again depends on my mood
your bedroom.
bed size: normal?
describe your bed spread: Blue
color of your walls: Green cause my brother is an Eagles Fan and painted them when i went off to school thinking that he is slick.....but little did he know that when i came back i have my 8 foot Dallas Flag hanging up taking up half of the room....so yea
have a tv: yea
have a radio: yes
stuffed animals on your bed: Stephs monkey sometimes
how many pillows: 3
do you like your bedroom: sure
do you have a biq closet: no
what position are you in when you first qo to sleep: whatever feels better
what position are you in when you first wake up: always different
is your bed comfortable: yupp
what's under your bed: things i keep for memories
favorite thinq about your room: the picture that was made for me
this or that.
coke or pepsi: Coke
mcdonald's or wendy's: wendys
tv or radio: Eh, depends
car or truck: depends
zebra or qiraffe: Zebra...i like stripes
penquin or dolphin: Penguins
tea & water or soda: Tea
hamburqer or hot doq: Both at the same time
britney or christina: Christina is Dirty, and Britney is Fake....I vote for Lindsey Davenport
(Tennis Player)
brad pitt or ashton kutcher: Annoying
real world or road rules: RW
rap or rock: Rock unless i'm driving in the west end, then i just try to fit in
colored or black and white pictures: black n white
scary or comedy movies: bothh
suqar or spice: sugar
unicorns or fairies: Unicorns would be kool, i like the nose...but faries make your dreams come true, and i need that evidently
real qhost or imaqination: real
toes or finqers: fingers
hard bed or soft bed: Futons
raqqedy ann or andy: ann...andy is a punk
pee in your pants or fart in school: fart... It feels good
love or lust: LOVE
first thinq that comes to mind.
mules: Ass
blinkinq liqhts: Our Damn train running through town
homosexuals: i dont care
fat people: what i am, i'm a fat bastard
whores: annoy me
britney's boobs: fake
outkast: the man
the dentist: is mean
what do you think of when you hear these names:
james: Delmeyer
joey: my uncle
amy: costello
stephanie: <3
jill: Alex's g/f
bart: simpsons
herald: i dont know a herald
bob: kneel
fred: flinstone
jack: i hate being called
muhammad: ali
jennifer: lippincott
michelle:thress
kevin: At the Wilco
tom: linson, as in John
lindsay: my old doggy =(
philip: um, another i dunno
lisa: stephs sister
your childhood.
did you always qet your way: not usually
did you have any pets: dogs
your favorite toy: Ninja Turtles
did you have a special blanket: not that i recall
GI joes or barbies: Ninja turtles!
did you wear underwear with the days of the week on them: no?
did you wear your underwear in the riqht places: yes?
did you think there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: no, i always thought they were in the kitchen, cause my mom would tell me the cookie monster would get me if i tried sneaking there in the middle of the night for a snack....
what about geese: gooses?
did you turn off the liqht and jump in your bed so nothinq would qet you: no
were you scared of the dark: no
did you have boyfriends/qirlfriends: no
favorite friend when you were little: Alex/Casp/Berger/Cooney
did you qo to the zoo or the circus: zoo
did you think ninja turtles really lived in the sewer: yes!
did you build snowmen: yupp,and snow dogs and plenty more
did you have really bad hair cuts: i guess yea
random.
if a fat person knocked you over what would you do next: ask if they know what the Atkins diet is...and then say "I'm just kiddingggg!"
wasn't the pink power ranqer awesome: there was a pink one? i always liked the Yellow one
what's the weirdest dream you've ever had: no
ever seen a qhost: no .....heard
what are you scared of: clowns, cats....and steph when she growls
do you have a disposal in your kitchen: yes
what's your qreat qrandmother's name: um....doris?
what's somethinq you can't qet enouqh of: Oatmeal
what do you wish you were doinq now: laying on a futon
future kid's names: eh
how do you control your anqer: i either bottle it up...or you will know if i'm mad
how do you relieve your stress: many different ways
do you workout: yes
cuss: yes
drink: rarely
smoke: never
are you a stronq person: eh, nah, i have skinny legs =( but they're getting better!
do you like to burn candles: yes!
how many candles are in your room: 1
what's your dream car: hmm
what do you wish your room looked like: Italy
ever been burqlarized: of my bike, but that was takin care of
how many liqhts are in your house: a lott
how many phones are in your house: 4
ever been to a tim mcqraw concert: nope
what about britney or christina: nope
what about backstreet boys or nsync: nope
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[20 Oct 2004|10:52pm] |
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Ok, so i'm thinking about what i want to do next year considering i am done BCC after this spring. Originally, Alex Jill and I have been planning on getting a place around here in jersey (Jill being alex's g/f) since we are all looking into schools around the area. I really liked the idea. I've had this big plan on either going to Rutgers Camden or Rowan, living with Alex and Jill, Coaching Wrestling, and just having a good time. So i thought i had everything pretty well figured out, right? Wellllllll, i made a hugeeeeee mistake.
Steph and i were sitting around and she wanted to watch some of my old home movies from when i was a kid. We watched a couple and then i had to take her home. Well i was looking through the tapes as i was putting them away and just happened to put in one of my old wrestling tapes from when i was about 4 years old (when i first started)....man ol man did that hit me hard. So today, Steph asked me to put in my tape from senior year (wrestling), i watched about 3 minutes of it and it hit me....I've decided that i want to consider looking back at Delaware Valley College. They are one of the best D-3 Wrestling teams out there...ranked 5th in the nation i believe? maybe even higher. I talked to the coach Last year when i was leaving cabrini because that was my original plan, to go there and wrestle, and the coach wanted me, and then cabrini didnt send my transcripts in time and wound up screwing me over, hence the decision to return and go to BCC. So, now i have a problem. I am comfortable being here and i've had these plans on staying around here for some time now. But, I need to be on the mat again.
I hate when people look at me and think i am a conceded person just because i am quiet. Sure i can be cocky at times, but that doesnt mean i'm a conceded person, so dont take what i'm about to say the wrong way. Last year while i was Reffing a match out in Rancocas Valley, i was in between matches and a guy came up to me out of the stands. I didnt recognize him at first, but when he revealed his name i knew right away he was the father of one of the kids i have been wrestling since i was little. We always had this little Rivalry between us and usually went back and forth with each other, having very good matches. I was never close with his son and truthfully we never really got along, so i was kind of suprised his dad was coming up to me. He asked me how i was doing and where i was going to school. I explained to him how i went to Cabrini but then found i wasnt as comfortable out there and decided to come home and attend BCC until i found where i wanted to be. At first he just kind of looked at me, then asked "well why arent you wrestling". Well considering BCC doesnt have wrestling, i told him no where but i was helping out with the High School Team. He said something to me i will never forget.
He said "Wrestling isn't like any other sport in the world. Its a sport where there is no team out there to help you. You are out there for you, and that is where you belong. You were a great wrestler and i enjoyed watching you grow and competing against Ryan (his son). If you choose not to wrestle anymore and go another way, I wish you the best of luck with whatever you do, but i am positive of one thing, You will never get away from wrestling. It is too much a part of you and anyone else who steps onto this mat to just let go. You can hate the kids guts you may be facing, but when you get off the mat, it doesnt matter, Wrestlers are all part of the same, very unique Family. You were too good to just stop and i hope that you never let it go."
He then just walked away. I've thought about what he has said many times and finally I see now that he is right. Wrestling is too big a part of my life. Yes it may sound strange to some of you. Some of you may be sitting there saying "oh god, here we go, john's talking about wrestling again"...but until you have experienced what i have, you wont understand. I've grown up on a mat. To walk away and stop, knowing that i could still have 2 more years of my life to devote to this sport that I love, that has molded me into who i am today, just kills me.
So there is my problem....I need comments. I dont care if you barely ever talk to me, i'd still like to hear from you.
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[05 Oct 2004|02:23pm] |
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I haven't touched this thing in 8 weeks, so i fgured i'd update to give myself something to do, even though nobody reads this anymores. If ya actually do let me know cause i'll start writing in here, if not im just gonna stop writing all together.
I have decided that i need to stop sweating the small stuff and to stop letting little things bother me, so i'm working really hard on that. I need to just let things be and stop worrying so much.
I've actually been Really happy lately. Truthfully i haven't been this happy in a long time. Steph and i are doing very well. October 10th will be 7 months =).
School is going alright i guess. My classes aren't "hard", but i'm just swamped with work.
I'm really excited for the next couple of weeks. Next weekend, Alex and Jill are coming with Steph and I to go see Disney on Ice. We've got seats on the ice, Literally ON the ice. So that should be fun. November 15th is Monday Night Football IN Dallas....Cowboys vs. Eagles. My dad, brother and I are leaving Sunday and staying untill Wednsday. We're going to take our golf clubs down and play a couple of rounds of golf, tour Dallas a little, and just have a great time. Being the Fan i am, of course i want the Cowboys to win, but truthfully, i am just excited to go down again. we've got seats right behind the goalposts, and being Monday Night Football, I'm prettty sure you'll see us if you look hard enough, so everyone Watch! We'll have signs. Mine is gonna say "We may be from Philly, but we came Home for this game!"....yea yea its corny, but if it gets me on Monday Night Football i'lll be happy, ya know? Oh yea, if Anyone wants any kind of souvineers (doesnt have to be Cowboys related), let me know!
My triathlons are going pretty well. I've faired ok...but i wasnt as ready as i would've liked to have been. The season is pretty much over, so im training for next season. I'm going to train all winter. The race i'm looking at to Start next Season is on March 30th. It's the Liberty to Liberty Triathlon. You start at the Statue of Liberty, swim 1.5 miles in the Hudson to the shoreline of Jersey, get on your bike and Ride 91 miles down the state of NJ untill you get to the Ben Franklin Bridge, you then get off the bike and Run 10k over the bridge and through Philly and Finish at the Liberty Bell. I'm Excited, but its going to take a lot of work, i hope i can do it. People keep telling me i'm Crazy for even thinking about it, but i dont care, i love the sport and being a Triathlete is something i want to do for a long time....
Well I've written enough for now, but i'll be back looking for comments people, so if you read, leave on and let me know!
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